You know that one person who is so perfect and is always there for you? That one friend who has been there through the think and thin, your rock. The one who accepts you no matter what happens and gives you the BEST life advice? The one that you are only friends with but wish it were more… I am always that girl. The one that no guy wants to date but loves being friends with. Whenever feelings do grow and I muster up the courage to tell the guy how I feel… well the ending isn’t ideal.
This song perfectly describes that situation. Every time I listen to the chorus, the hairs on my arm raise and a cold shiver runs down my spine. What does it take to move from just friends to more than friends? Is it even possible?
If you have been there and know what I am feeling, please comment below with your story. I would love to hear it. You are beautiful and not alone.
Listen to the song and ENJOY!
Jay Brannan – Beautifully [Official Music Video]
every time he goes, she dies
every time she comes, she cries
he was her long, bright future
in the middle of a wrong, dark road
he loved her, but he wasn’t too sure
if he could return the love she showed
when she said, “my love extends
beyond the realm of being friends”
he kissed her head
then quietly he said
[chorus:]
“it’s not that you’re not beautiful, you’re just not beautiful to me”
she said, “how beautiful do I have to be?
when I look in the mirror, you’re the only thing i see,
and I have loved you beautifully” Continue Reading

This song is absolutely perfect in every way, shape, and form. It perfectly describes my life… I just blah!
Listen to the song and ENJOY!
Cactus In The Valley by Lights
I never meant to wither
I wanted to be tall
Like a fool, left the river
And watched my branches fall.
Old and thirsty, i longed for the flood
To come back around
To the cactus in the valley,
That’s about to crumble down
And wipe the mark of sadness from my face
Show me that your love will never change
If my yesterday is a disgrace
Show me that you still recall my name.
So the storm finally found me and left me in the dark
In the cloud around me, i don’t know where you are
If this old world goes up in arms, all i can do is stand
And i wont fight for anyone until you move my hands.
And wipe the mark of madness from my face
Show me that your love will never change
If my yesterday is a disgrace,
Tell me that you still recall my name.
Oh here, in this shadow;
Here i am
And i need someone by my side.
It becomes so
Hard to stand
And i keep trying to dry my eyes.
Come and find me
In the valley. Continue reading